I gave all I had, made my very best to be straight, and the only things it remains me now are just some memories.
Everything I’ve done wasn’t enough, but I finally understood I was wrong.
Since the beginning, I picked the wrong way.
Since the beginning, I chose the wrong pick.
I know I know, I’m not this kind of guy, looking backwards and looking for some kind of answers, I know this kind of shit is here to prevent us to live our fucking lives.
I know I know, I’m supposed to be strong, but when your tries are just followed by the word failed, it’s tough and you’re finally wondered the next hardships won’t be too strong.
But we’re not finally full in charge of our own life.
Could you believe in this?
I don’t want to know what life deserves to me, that’s not a point I’m finally trying to reach.
I don’t want to know if I’ll find what I’m looking for, I want to know anything about all this.
It’s a kind of an upheaval when you realize that you’ll never be totally the master of your destiny.
But don't forget that you already can force it doing your best shot.
I don’t want to know what life deserve to me, that’s not a point I’m finally trying to reach.
I want to feel it, I want to live it.
I don’t want to know if I’ll find what I’m looking for, I want to know anything about all this.
I want to touch it, I want to know how far I can go.
So the great moments of my life won’t necessarily be the things I do.
They’ll also be the things that happen to me.
I’m not saying I can’t take action to affect the outcome of my life.
I have to take action, and I will, but I will keep in mind that, on any day, I could step out the front door and my whole life can change forever.
In fact, the universe has a plan for every single person, and that plan is always in motion.
A butterfly flaps its wings… and it starts to rain.
It’s a scary thought I know, but it’s also kind of wonderful.
All these little parts of the machine constantly working, making sure that I end up exactly where I’m supposed to be, exactly when I’m supposed to be there.
The right place… at the right time.
The world is our playground, preserve it, enjoy it, and own it, but keep in mind that your fate will draw your future.